Selections from Elders’ Journal, August 1838

Far West Mo. August, 1838.
Whereas a certain letter has been publish ed in the Zions Watchman. (and perhaps in  other prints) derogatory of the character of  Presidents J. Smith Jr. and S[idney] Rigdon, pur porting to come from me, I take this oppor tunity to correct the public mind concerning  the matter.
Firstly, the letter as it stands in print, is  not a true copy of the one I wrote: but is  altered, so as to convey a different idea from  the original.
But this much I acknowledge freely; that  I did write a letter in great severity and harsh ness, censuring them both, in regard to cer tain business transactions but at the same time  expressing my entire confidence in the faith  of the church of Latter Day Saints the book  of Mormon Doctrine and Covenants; this  letter was written under feelings of excite ment, and during the most peculiar trials. I  did not however believe at the time and never  have believed at any time before, or since,  that these men were dishonest or had wrong  motives or intentions, in any of their under takings, either temporal or spiritual; I have  ever esteemed them from my first acquaint ance, as men of God, and as mighty instru ments in his hands to bring forth, establish,  and roll on the kingdom of God. But I con sidered them like other men, and as the pro phets and apostles of old liable to errors, and  nistakes, in things which were not inspired  from heaven; but managed by their own  judgement.
This letter was intended as a private admo nition, it was never intended to be made  public. But I have been long convinced, and  have freely acknowledged both to these men  and the public, that it was not calculated to  admonish them in the spirit of meekness, to  do them good, but rather to injure them and  wound their feelings, and that I much regret ed having written it, I have asked their for giveness, and I hereby do it again. I no lon ger censure them for any thing that is past,  but I censure myself for rashness, excitement  imprudence, and many faults which I would [p. 50]
Selections from Elders’ Journal, Far West, MO, Aug. 1838, pp. 50–51, 54–62.